Three Dreams in Three Days

 1. Cannot Find the Right Map to Reach My Destination

First of three dreams, April 2013

In this dream, I was trying to reach a specific destination, but every tool I tried to use failed me. Nothing worked. Whether it was an electronic device or a paper map, I could not access anything that would help me find my way. At one point, I was studying a paper map of Texas, searching and searching for the road I needed. Then I realized the reason I could not find it. The road I needed was on the very top of the map, and that entire section was missing. No matter how hard I tried, I could not get to where I needed to go. The frustration was overwhelming, and I woke up still unable to return to the place I was trying so desperately to reach.

At the time, I was staying at Ben and Alison’s home in Utah. Choices by another individual had deeply hurt me, and I was there to heal. I kept thinking about going back home, but this dream felt like a message. It was not time to return.

2. Cannot Get Everything Together to Make the Trip

Second of three dreams

The next night brought a similar struggle. Again, I was trying to get to a certain location, but nothing would work. Either the car would not start, or the person who was supposed to drive could not drive, or I simply could not figure out how to make the car run. Just like the night before, I was trying to return somewhere, and once again, I could not get there.

The feeling was the same. It was not time to go back.

3. Wanting to Leave but Seeing I Was Protected and Safe

Third of three dreams

In the third dream, I was on a hill or mountain top with family. A friend was preparing to leave when I noticed something unusual in the sky. No one else saw it at first. As the friend and their child began to walk away, we all suddenly saw what I had seen. It looked like a ripple in the sky, something striking the atmosphere. Yet we were surrounded by a protective bubble. We were safe from that danger. 

Then we began to see destruction on the ground below, like missiles landing on cities. The friend had a choice to make. They could leave the protection of the bubble or stay within it.

For me, the message was clear. I was in a safe place, and it was not the right time to leave. This reminded me that I was exactly where I needed to be.